My God Was Right There…

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Lights
People
Ecstasy
Wishing to roam around the world…
The chase always seemed alluring.

Committed to happenings,
I craved my days to melt down
as
Storms all over me write poetry when I fly
Life run at such pace, death shall be haunted to spy
Euphoria shriek out of my ashes when I die
For I may embrace the ground and unravel the sky

I never wished to settle
until my breath created the background music
And ear drums serve as the playground for heartbeats.

And she was the just the very opposite!

Complete in spirit in the same four walls
She never had such a desire.
Happiness flowered inside her and
She had this talent of survival.
I never understood how was she managed
to make a life between a society with
Blurred sentiments!
Twisted mentalities!
Poisoned tongues!

and when the same storm pierced the pages
I knew that one yellow leaf left long inside my book of life.

I knew the
Same beautiful soul,
Same door,
Same person.

I don’t know¬† how she always accepted me.
She could ask ” Why did I come back?”

But instead she said “It’s home where you turn at last”

And that very moment…

I knew my God was right there in front of my eyes ūüôā

 

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The Beautiful Tragedy!

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“Once upon a time
In the flow of rhyme,
Two souls met in eyes
and connection was sublime.

Where else you fell together!
Perhaps always in love
Time speckled them with colors
From down under and above.

Alas somewhere… amidst the elation
cuddled the baby fingers,
A thousand promises overnight
And destiny held the trigger.

Broken apart in the distance of words
And one promise then, a piece of mirror
In all darkness with bowing in corners
No heaven bestowed the shimmer.

Being all alone in crowd
in their invisible cloaked shroud
They spoke of their love
But silence covered the loud

Of what beauty then promises…
that break people with fallacy
evaded by their own soulmate!
They live ages beautiful but in tragedy…”

 

 

 

 

 

The Mirror

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Lights are out
The diary is lost
But I pick up the canvas
And a few crumbled pages

I hear the pen yearning to write
I see the colors painting the white
I spread my arms,
Smell the rain
Pierce my bones!
Its craving to hold on
to the window pane

I look up to the sky
It drops me the words I desire.
And in this cold

it ignited the fire

Memories are ready
Nostalgia is chasing
Euphoria is rushing
Writer cuddles the metaphors
The painter blushes

And the shackled voice
Frees itself…

in the name of silence
in the sense of poetry
in the form of colors
I paint sensation,

The nail biting news

And all of our lives…
in red and blues
Couplets of promises
knocking my door 

demanding their dues.

All the clamour

Amidst the glamour
Shriek and shimmer
for you my enamour.

Obliterating the darkness 
rises a glimmer
Poetry and shades

Intertwined to make a MIRROR.

Every night
in the splendid moonlight
You read in that mirror
The Universe speaks
of those shades again,
It sings of you
counting the stars…
It listens to your feet
dancing magic in the rain!

The writer, The painter
Deep down you know him.
You open those yellow crumbled pages
You caress the shades
with tender touch…

But when will you understand…
The crumbled page speaks of you!
The shades are all the colors of you.

Do you ever recall us ?
Do you ever realize
All this time
in the mirror

It was You
It has always…
been you…

 

Now that I am reading you…

 

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Now that I am reading you,
Allowing your soul slip quietly into mine,

I feel as if I have found all my poetry
All the metaphors,
Every word,
Each neuron of my mind
Each corner of my heart

I want to unwind you… a little more
Find you a little more
All the things that stretch a curve at your face ūüôā
All the things that let your head down ūüė¶
All your frowns,
Your flaws,
Your tragedies
Your suspense

You…¬†

And I question you secretly “Where were you!?”

Believe me love,
I would think a thousand time
before leaving you,
Deceiving you!
I just know that
We are going to bear the story all together
And that is all my world!

Just remember darling,
Some people are not scars…
They meet you just like the stars
They won’t fade till you cry out of your smile,
With wounds when you can’t stand, they travel along side

Give me all your tears and I shall fill all the gaps between your fingers.
Let me rain on you today…

Let the reader write for once…
may be just may be
You come to know that
some writings are just too adamant to dwindle with time
Some people are just too humane to abandon a book like you… ūüôā

You will smile…

smile

And though there have been some distances,
And I know those days are never going to come back,
Where we would talk about endless things
And clock on that wall could just read our faces and let the time pass to infinity.

May be you moved on!
But its always been about your smile!
My heart is in pieces, broken to a thousand times.

Walk over it,
let my blood be spilled on to every memory i wrote about us
Let the wrenching pain engulf me in its darkness!

But promise…
If not with me, then someone else…
You will smile…
You will smile…

The strongest wings

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Defying all the rules
Like a stubborn ray of light
Distorting the stereotype visions
and bomb shelling the short sight

Flying between the clouds
and fatal thunders of fate
He is as unique as eighth wonder!
with determination innate.

In depth of ‘impossible’
amongst the hate of mediocre,
walking in the darkness
he is one ‘fear smoker’

Dancing with the pain,
one unique song he sings…
alone in a ‘less traveled’ journey
He flies with the strongest wings.

Your name…

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Broken and lost
Quite alone…
Long apart, 
away from you

In these sands
That rest down like our relationship.

Arrives…
the wind of fortune
Imitating the angels,
It rises again the silent sands.

I try again to stay away.
So I stain these winds,
With memories of my broken heart.
And restless sand hence gets heavy
It gently kiss and establish 
Again on the same ground.

Whooping down in my own senses,
I pick the sands up in my fist
I shriek as loud as I can…
May be this way I get rid
of ‘you’ left in me

But I don’t know why…
Whenever this sand
slips from my fingers

It always write
Your name…

-Sankalp Chawla

To be broken!

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Darling

It can not always stay as good as you want…
This is life!

This will make and break you so many times.
That you will doubt!
if you have left any bit of yourself in you.

I know how many times you go in the blacks,
You weep out all the darkness that makes home in you and
you come out like nothing even bothered your shadow!

But listen my love,

You can be yourself to me…
You don’t need to hide your tears or fake smiles

I‚Äôll stand by you in the times you think that your own soul is leaving you…
Don’t be afraid of the ways you choose to survive
we all have the similar moments
and sometimes…
it is okay to be broken.

Who once was lifeless!

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Came a time, when he only existed…
Who could not notice the ‘¬†Twisted¬†‘
He ¬†didn’t know what next moment would bring
This amazing plot was slightly tilted!

At Nuts was the life!
And he was lifeless…
Unable to bear situations
Became the part of life’s mess!

Down on knees,
On islands of sorrow seas
The broken mannequin lost he thought
Too narrow was the heart to feel greeneries!

Life stood still!
When he tried to walk
Water spilled on burning fires…
Quiet was the man who wanted to rock!

But he was a traveler
On the verge to roar
From null did he move
And started to explore

He opened his arms
Invited all the fears
Pain lived in him
He flooded out tears

And finally he stood up back
On the wounded knees
He saw all his desires
in the blue seas…
Brooks flowed in the eyes
erasing all the satires
And in his life was this fearless fire
That broke the mental prison and dreamed to inspire!

The man now understood the plot
And nerves became sensitive to emotions…
Pushing aside the hurdles,
against all odds the traveler fought…

Looking up to the stars
His zeal for living was no less…
And hence he won the life
Who once was lifeless…

Just be yourself…

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Today…
No covers!
Just be yourself.
Let me know
Beyond the layers…

Let the humanity
Perform magics! 
That feel restless
Beneath your skin.

Throw the masks
Let honesty heal…¬†
All the painful truths
and lies stealing eyes

Today…
No covers!

Just be¬†yourself…

Lie down your sadness
In the grounds of love.
Let today the demons
Bathe in the heavens

I’m craving to listen…
Everything in these moments
If you are ready…
I lend my consciousness.

All your stumbles
All your surprises
All the life
And what dies in you!!

Tell me…
And I’ll let you peep
In all what I am

Today…
No covers!
Just be yourself
And I’ll be Myself!

Today my love,
We’ll not be the world…
We’ll be complete…

in¬†ourselves…