Apology

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Sometimes I promise you 
I will not be the same person again.

Sometimes I tell you stories about how much my dad loves my mom
and promise you that we will just be like them. 

Sometimes i reckon’ that shattering voice when I am outside your door
and I promise you that I’ll stay and never be the reason for it.

But I break promises 😦 
and I do hurt you at times

But love,
I want you to know that anger is a part of me.
But it’s not all of me.

I want you to know this today that…
I am discovering what should i keep in me
and what should i let go of me.
You are always like this mirror to me. 
Giving me answers. Point at my scars
and still making me feel beautiful.
and I am very fortunate for that…

Sometimes I say too much and
you react too quickly. 
We lose momentum, and then we gain it
we lose it and we gain it again. 
But we don’t stop.
And hopefully we never will.

You know,
When I read that
Whales helped the swimmers.
When they discovered that
Dogs can be best friends.

I knew that there is not much of a difference
between humans and animals. It is not even the difference of emotions.
It is the way we interpret what we feel and what we do about it.
That is the dwelling of difference.
Guilty makes us human… sometimes more than anything else.

You see…
A person can not aboard from his character
but he who doesn’t try too often is not a man either.

I understand very well that I have hurt you today
and that ‘I am not supposed to talk to you’
But it is a big part of who I am now.
And talking to you makes me realize that
even if my whole world is tearing apart
in front of my eyes…
As long as i have you, I can save it.
And I can build it all over again.

So here I am,
trying one more time to gain the momentum.
To fix the broken and make you smile.

And if you think its worth a chance…

This is an Apology. 

 

 

 

 

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Chance…

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But the thing is
My love,

We are all petrified.
Its a test and no one wants to walk through the fire.

It dawns on us. Flattens us.
To give someone the key to our heart again.

But it is worth a chance.
Life is itself a chance, my love.

I know how the sky breaks apart and the soar sunken world heads into the sea.
What is worse than a breaking heart when you know it…

Sometimes, all of us are unaware
that we are waiting for the things that are never going to happen
and sometimes we know it right in our bones.
We wait for people who are never coming back.
We still wait don’t we?
The person who has decided to go…
Only sees that door.
Not the person behind.
But we wait.
We still wait.
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Until we don’t.

I understand that you have been there.
I have been there too.
The place where you wish that the death may take us.

You hate now don’t you?
The voice of shutting doors. I do too.

I know that there is nothing that I will say
make you believe that I am the one.

But the best thing that I have learnt from life
is that the most wonderful things happen
When you put your faith in people 🙂
When you lend them a hand they never expected
When you give them a chance they never got.

And most of all, I know you.
You are beautiful.
And you are brave.

This time I hope,
You walk through the fire
just one more time.
This time for me.
I’ll walk with you and
I promise my love,
Every second when you are in there…

My hands will be under your feet.

You have a chance!

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You see the waves,
Against the way you want to travel,

You see the air,
Pierce your breath…

You note your heart,
Beating in your ears.

Your nerves can now
Feel the blood flow…

And you have a chance

And you need to prove so much!
You need to go that far!
And you know its long,
So long…
but not impossible!

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And you know,
There are so much
telling you that you can’t…

There are so much,
Shrieking you are weak…

And only a few have faith
That you are worth a fearless life!

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And you have a chance

But apart every negative notion…
Neglecting all those reckless voices!
You know…
You know somewhere in yourself,
that U Can…

You can see the shore,
Your eyes, i see,
reflect your goal…

So what are you waiting for!

Damn it! you have a chance

Now breath in,
let you actions
Speak your story

Move forward,
Take a leap
And dive in!

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Let the sleeping spirit,
Roar in you…

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Because finally,
Today…

You have a chance!

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Live up, Don’t give up

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Sometimes so alone we are,
Deep down in our wounds and scars,
We forget completely we have to live,
We are like long kept empty jars…

We are hammered hard and badly!
Unable to see any of the chance…
to stand up and fight again,
Thinking – In these hurricanes how will I dance!

But that is life my people,
We fall to rise and rise to live,
To fall, to learn, to try,
To not give up is life!

Let us not be those jars again!
Not the broken died stars again…
We are to be broken million times,
But feel the zeal for life again.

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Live up, Don’t give up!

We found our way back.

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I am struggling! even to stand on my feet..

See… today we met on the same bridge that separated us years ago.

I want to smile but still tears are rolling down my cheeks!

Desperate and Willing

No doubts, complete trust

Restless day and nights

Look…years after we found each other again.

I love you in million ways and still the best of them remains the same.

Even in the vast distances,

We have been each other’s ‘first choice’

May be that’s why…

We got a rare ‘second chance’ 🙂

Love is to believe, 

Love is to live two hearts at the same time …

Yes Darling, we have found our way back 🙂