Make the odds go even…

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How odd is it inside me…
And for you its just words!

How odd is that!
Everyone can not feel the euphoria running in your veins
Everyone can not listen to the beats that freak you out …
or the lyrics that define your life

How odd is that!

Because you are forced to believe that you might…
Have this ‘Alexithymia’ sticking to your tongue!

But may be… just may be

We also don’t understand people to the extent of their feelings!
And there is nothing bad about that.

Because we can only know the things
But understand only when it occurs to our life…

So…
let some mysteries and magics linger only in between you and your life

Understand this musing,
And you can always make the odds go even…
Have a good life! 🙂

More than anything…

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In my remembrance came the night,
When we didn’t know the wrong or right
Like which face the leaf will… kiss the ground
Like while imagining a poet climbs, unknown bounds…

Same way a nostalgia…
strike my veins when i miss that dim light…
when we sat around the dancing fire…
and stars looked at us with a zeal so bright… 🙂

U came up with your issues…
I came up with mine,
We were literally drunk
Even without wine!

We laughed for no reason!
And our presence itself was so peace…
How with immense beauty,
The silence got loud and words got seized…

How our giggling fizzled out,
And our hearts stepped in…
When we threw aside the layers
and came to our skin…

And just while laughing,
To us that Magical haze stuck!
That May be ‘us’ getting together…
Was not much of a coincidence!
Was not much of luck …

When i found me in your eyes…
And things got a gentle swing…
I crave for that moment
More than anything…

In such way we shared our pain…
like a poet shares his, crying in the rain
As much as yours was as much as mine…
And your head on my shoulder made my life shine

My heart dropped down with your tears… 😦
our sobbing broke me into pieces…
And listening to your story
I found your innocence trembling in traces!!!

Still my stumbling soul wiped your tears…
and swiped your sides that were lifeless and blue,
And how badly shattered you slept with a curve around my arms…
the scenario blurred and the the things i saw, dwindled to a few…

The next morning
When the sun poked our sleep…
That innocence of your stare…
leaked the mysteries so deep…

When we recognized the knock of love…
And our favorite song repeated its lyrics in us…
Today the same warmth of feelings…
The same coziness questions me this thus…

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Now same moments of unconditional love…
from where to bring…!??
I crave for the flashback…
more than anything.
-Sankalp.

I was lost to be found ( Part – 3 ) *Final*

Recap -(Part -2)

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Part – 3

I questioned Bloom about the fuss while we were traveling to his place.  He told me the whole story –
“We, Cyborgs and ‘Aliens’ were great friends. We were two entirely different races but had feelings for each other. There was no conflict in loving any member of opposite race. A cyborg was allowed to marry an alien and everything was a piece of cake. We were two species that were close to perfection, We did ‘Negligible mistakes’ and all of the above, we were genius creatures by mind and heart. But one unlucky day! the aliens came, and they started to dismantle every thing their eyes caught… Moreover, they killed their own people. So, many aliens shifted to our land. Even those who were in love, were found to have the ‘Non alien insanity’. Thousands of our army men died in ‘Questions’. It was too sudden and they were more astonished by the hate of their friends rather than modified weapons. Our world suffered both physically and mentally.

But the next month, a secret investigation by our detectives and a hard look by scientists on the genetic code of Aliens, revealed a very strange case! the genetic code was a bit change. Aliens never did mistakes, but somehow the change in genetic code occured and a very destructive protein ‘ Killanine’ started to form in the creatures. Aliens arrive every year in the eleventh month. We are building some weapons to protect ourself and scientists are trying to create safety techniques and if possible, to avoid the fight. ” 

I whispered ” Okay, so that is why the monk said I had to bring love and peace. ”

We reached at Bloom’s place. Day by day, he became a good friend, Bestowed me every thing that a human basically wanted. He gave me a room to live, he made delicious food and at times, we used to hangout. Once he requested me to go to the ‘Cylien Club’… I was not in a habit of going to clubs but he was tenacious about the idea and so I had to agree with him. I entered in and saw some aliens too dancing with the cyborgs. Bloom told that they were some of the aliens that shifted to their land during the war time… Soon he went to dance with his girlfriend – ‘Neuri’ and I sat back on the chair like a ‘Beginner’.As I was exploring the club, My eyes met with someone and oh!… who is she! She was coming closer, she was an alien and sat beside me, to the next chair. She looked descent with the tender touch of innocence flowing in her eyes. I never had a drink, but if I would ever take one, It would be like her eyes! And breaking the bubble she asked smiling,
” Who are you ”
” I am a human from another planet “, I answered
“I am Maliza  she said, we had a Hello! 
I was somewhat the ‘Shy guy’ here…

So she inquired again – “Would you have some wine?”
“Your eyes are none less” I said!

” Oh my God! What was that, how did that brim out of my mouth! ” I questioned myself inside.
Hearing me, she laughed and I don’t know what was about her!! but she attracted me to the simplicity she carried with her feet and the beauty she radiated just with a single smile!

She was humble, and my feeling for her was pure… My hobby was to write, and this poetic incident imparted a color of love to my life and writings… 🙂 We met twice or thrice in 2 weeks. We had some similar interests and she loved to go to ‘Search’. As we reached there, I saw that this was the same building on the footsteps of which, I came to this world. I was really happy to see this 🙂 She told that Search is the place where cyborgs and aliens worshiped their Gods. It was none less than magic and a beautiful proof of peace, the two races had before the war. The Gods of the two, stayed under the same building and  that cyborgs, even after such bloody fight! did not shatter it down… I wish such cyborgity  humanity existed in my world too. Such open hearted creatures that can neglect this war and keep the love that binds them tall against the walls of hate. I thanked Maliza for bringing my there.

The days were going good. Soon my writings were accepted by a publishing company. This was one of the biggest victories of my life! The indignation I carried in my nerves! when my parents said that I can not be a writer was finally able to find peace. I became a writer soon, and that too a famous one! 🙂 I used to thank bloom with gifts… One night, I asked him…”How can this war be stopped”
He told that we have to some way correct the genetic code. The alien security is Diamond tight! We can only break it when thousands of them will come on Plazer for the war. Only a month is left. They will come and destroy everything again, their hands would be reeking with the cyborg blood again, hells will rise! I stopped him… I stopped him from falling into this ‘Destruction Black hole’  I tried to get him to the light..that love is immense powerful and it will win!

On the bright side, my writings on peace and love started to publish. People came for autographs and then I realized that for a writer, 3 magical words are not only “I love you” But they are “You inspired me” too. 🙂 
I asked the cyborg scientists if the rules of Plazer are same on alien planet too. An alien also worked in their team, he told that the rules are exactly the same… I had a plan in mind, I knew that the aliens had more modern stuff for fighting. So, a very simple plan, that can work in an extraordinary way!

And finally came,

The Day Of War…

I remembered my parents, my home, Why I came here, The journey of my 11 months, The monk,That white serenity,  and of course – Maliza…
And I arrived the science headquarters to go. We decided to take bloom too.

 Soon, we reached their planet.

We took all the weapons according to the plans. We wore alien skin and faces to secure our identity. We were standing far away behind trees watching the scenario with our modified binoculars…  As scientists told me on Plazer that their security will be four sided and its calling out death if we as such entered in the security headquarters. We decided to take some vehicles, load them with our weapons and million of stones. We rushed the vehicles with mannequins sitting and written on them ” The Cyborg Weapons” to the gate of the security headquarters. As the vehicles burst against the gate, Aliens came out to see what has happened! Seeing the vehicles, they called the bomb squad to check, if the mannequin was not stuffed with bombs! But that was not our plan 😉
I knew aliens are intelligent enough. Only thing that can affect the modernity is the feeling that they have become GODS! Picking up our weapons, and seeing the stones… They laughed upon them! And the guns started to shoot the aliens by themselves! Weapons were loaded with nitroglycerin and TNTs  and and you probably know why! Guns are to shoot! not to laugh at 😀 But then the most strange thing happened that I could never imagine! The stones too hit the Aliens. I was like What! I thought that they will be childish,, like they laughed at the guns, they’ll laugh at the stones too. But no! this was different. I asked my fellow scientists about what was happening there… There mouths and eyes were wide open! They told that this was a concept they read in the book “Planet United” that, If a non living thing feels too bad for the other…They will unite to fight. We all saw a Concept becoming true for the first time! These worlds were magical! I got goosebumps hearing the scientists… 😀

 Much to our surprise! One more thing good for us that we couldn’t visualize, “What will happen if u shoot a stone?” Its a non living! It breaks but do not die! The no. of stones thus increased being in fragments, they kept the security totally busy. We entered from the back gate and scientists disarmed their systems for some time and reloaded the right protein in the genetic code!
Its a truth that some people died. But… Millions were saved!
As we came out, It rained and the droplets spoke the words of love and peace from my writings! :-). This was the most wonderful thing that happened to me in this journey!

We got our masks down. Aliens again loved us like they always did. They thanked us for bringing them back to their real existence. Love and peace was attained.

The first thing I did after reaching Plazer was thanking God. And as I was coming down the stairs, I saw a Plumeria… 🙂
I asked Plumeria if Maliza loved me… And I was really really brimming out again with the feelings of love and tears when It said – Yes! She does love me. I turned around and I saw Maliza was there…smilin, blushing!
I held her in my arms and We kissed.
I said that I love her and that I missed her a lot!
As, I saw down to see something in my pocket and saw up again… There was something behind Maliza… Oh no! Is that a mirror? It looks like me but he doesn’t have Maliza!
Oh crap! It was my Identical…
And again that white serenity, Thanking me… I was not reacting and in a matter of seconds, I was back to the same place from where I left. I had my hand In pocket. And I was full of tears 😦 It was a ring I brought for Maliza from my first salary as a writer… 😦  I tried to talk to the ring… But it didn’t reply!!
I wish I could spend some time more there. I went crying and I came back crying… But the tears had entirely different meaning.The journey was a moral that ended with nostalgia! My parents were anxious as I didn’t come back home from a day. They after sometime, caught me crying in the central park. I hugged them and cried a lot!

I think sometimes… Do the Plazer people miss me as I miss them…
How is Maliza…
I don’t know if I have to gaze at the sky to look them… Or I have to peep down the floor. Hence all I do is close my Eyes, miss Maliza, Bloom and Plazer… 🙂 I thank God! For making an introvert strong enough to survive on a foreign planet with foreign people, different rules and many other things… And most of all, for giving me the strength that I can become a writer! Imiss the world a lot! And for all that he gave… thank God too… 🙂 He gave me the second reason…

Really, I was lost… to be found!

(Alas! A fiction)

-Sankalp.

3 important songs in my life and Why???

No.3

Hold you up by Shane Harper (God’s not dead)

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Not from a very much voted movie ‘God’s not dead’, but i loved the meaning of the song… the lyrics are quite enchanting and godly. Here is one para –

” The world is so broken and sometimes it leaves you cold.
And at times you can’t feel the fire to guide you home.
The demons will haunt you and try to steal what you know.
But the angels, they brought you, and they’re gonna hold you up.
They’re gonna hold you up.
They’re gonna hold you up.
They’re gonna hold you up.”

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I think this is the song that always makes me realize that i am not alone. God treads along my way, inside me. Shane harper sung it with the dip of feelings. I do believe that when a song has both meaning and feelings… it eventually will make it to the top. Well its not about the voting, but some times about your choice and your opinion too. So, i loved the movie too.

So friends i advise you to give it once a chance, lend your ears to it.

No. 2

Never say never – Justin Bieber ( The Karate kid)

Great song, great movie… One of the songs when Justin started his performances as a professional. This song is one of the most inspirational songs i have ever listened to. I mean the voice modulation, the lyrics, the whole song…
Here are some lines from it.

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“See I never thought that I could walk through fire
I never thought that I could take the burn
I never had the strength to take it higher
Until I reached the point of no return

And there’s just no turning back
When your heart’s under attack
Gonna give everything I have
It’s my destiny

I will never say never! (I will fight)
I will fight till forever! (make it right)
Whenever you knock me down
I will not stay on the ground
Pick it up
Pick it up
Pick it up
Pick it up up up
And never say never”

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Every person, in his life go through deep pits of frustration and sometimes scars too. This song forever reminds me that i do not have to quit. I have to live it up to the moment. I can do it, I can. And that’s the reason why this song holds position no.2 in my life.

No. 1

A Thousand Years by Christina Perri

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What to say about this song! I mean it is the best song in the world of romance! it takes you somewhere, where the memories of your loved one lingers and all you can see around is love… just love.

I know most of you people have heard it before 🙂 still here are some lines to relive its lyrics…

“Heart beats fast
Colors and promises
How to be brave?
How can I love when I’m afraid to fall?
But watching you stand alone,
All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow.

One step closer

[Chorus:]
I have died every day waiting for you
Darling, don’t be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I’ll love you for a thousand more”

I mean if i did not had to keep this short, i would have posted the whole song!
I can write all kinds of stuff.

But my focus is mainly on these 3 – ‘Inspiration, philosophy and above all – Love’
Because love is something every one can feel, and if someone can’t, he wishes to.
This song has described the love and pain with so much beauty that it will leave you spell bound!

This has always given me new meanings and redefined still the same – Love!
A love that can stay against the tides of time… years, thousand years, and thousand more… 🙂
And if you find out new good things from a single song every time you hear it, it doesn’t only prove that you are a great listener and a thoughtful person, it also prove that the song has the quality to make you so.

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The song leads me to go deeper in the phenomena of ‘ romantics ‘ and to write about the profound love writing has ever tasted!
This is why it stays at the top…

Listen to it once, because it only need once your ears to make you its own.

Have a good day friends… keep smiling! 🙂

Falling skies…

image Lesser and lesser,
Dimming more and more
The voice of your footsteps,
Like waves leaving shore…

Every presence of you
Fainting in the fog…
Like trees have no feelings,
For the dropping logs!

I never poked for perfection,
Only dreamed to be complete,
And you focused on business
Not my running heartbeats…

Without even a reason
One day i found,
That under my feet,
Was no more ground!

U gave a down,
That i might ever rise
U left me under,
The falling skies…

I was just played,
Like pawn of a chess,
And never realized,
The webbing mess’…

But Coming there,
I see a day…
When destiny will catch you
Your reeking hands with my blood!
And how much you insist,
As much as loud you shriek,
IT WILL NOT
Let you get away!!

And if by chance we meet,
What will you say!
To the silences between us,
What will you say!
For your past plot array…

And i would just love,
To see you stealing eyes,
When you will have no answers
No curtains covering lies…

And that day you culprit!
Will get how one dies
When alone is he left
Under the falling skies…