The wind and the yellow leaf

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For all the seasons we have lived together,
You were the wind and I… the yellow leaf.

Today I have fallen on to the ground.
What aches is not that I fell down
but the nostalgia of flying all the way through with you.
I have felt the heavens kissing my face.
And believe me,
you treasured me with you being yourself only!

But what pierce my bones is that
you never told me
you were about to abandon this forlorn heart

You promised to make a life while living the seasons!
And one day,
Between the wish to fly and fear to fall down
I did fell in love with you.

People often say fallen leaves live no more,
But see how your love immortalized the life forever in me.

Its just that I don’t expect things.
And may be
I did not expect you to leave…
Your memories make and break me on the very same moment!

I have been asking the mighty to entwine you out of me.
And its an ironic scenario when I myself do not want to let you go…

The yellow leaf is in love with this pain now!
So what if we make a dilemmaThis dilemma is magic!
After all my love,

Its you in me…
Its you in me…

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I am just a leaf…

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Dancing in the breeze,
Stuck to a tree,
Hello I am a leaf,
I am making the food, hence, in a hurry!

And there I see
A couple holding hands…
I have a magical ability to read the souls
And here the story expands!

But Oh! They seem to be upset…
One of the forlorn souls I have ever seen!
I peep into the soul and see a brown life!
That used to be once – so well and green…

Interrupts my attention,
A needle knitting with so grace,
A beautiful red sweater,
In arms of a wrinkled face…

With a stoop in her back,
And a stick lying beside,
Silver hair covering the head,
I see how to humans – the old age arrive

So rigorous and vigorously,
She knits the sweater
Wishing to gift her granddaughter a present,
To the completion, she get better and better

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Draws me to them, the same couple that started to cuddle! 😦
The red sweater reminded them of their daughter,
Who was grabbed by cancer and her life became a puzzle…

And soon the love of their life,
Their daughter expired the last week,
And hugging, they wiped out each other’s tears,
And both thought that they don’t have to make each other weak…

The pain in those restless eyes…
Has made me too sob today!

But this is life, It makes me cry
When the same breeze I dance in, in the form of storm,
take the precious lives!!!
And my fellows die…

I wish they could see that I too am crying with them…
I wish they could see that I feel the same,

But they will not see my tears…
All they can see is some dew!
And that too observe some interested eyes…
Because I matter only to a few!!!

They can’t notice the same agony in me,
And so I say in grief…
I am just a leaf,
I am just a leaf…

( written as extempore)
-Sanky.

ALONE…

 

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Imitating the forlorn winds,
I wander in the streets…
Like broken pieces of memory,
Crushed by tyrant feats…

I have never been too loud,
In silences I have grown,
And now I have million reasons
To think I am alone…

Avoided like invisible,
Unheard like ultrasonic!
My senses are mute,
Which inside shriek and panic!

I have never bragged,
Just from eyes I have spoken.
But misunderstandings to my perceptions,
Have made me reach a podium…

Where spotlights fall on me,
And shedding red tears,
I throw aside the mike,
And whisper I am alone…

I have been a poem,
Whose words cosmos enjoy
But I am finding someone,
To read the spaces between my words,
The aching voids…

Until that day,
I am wandering in the blacks…
Where humour doesn’t heal
Where dark matters peel
The layers of my truth,
Layers of my originality…

And weeping but running,
From clinging to the fake tones
I am a song,
Ringing in the ears of a few people…

And this is how i feel contented,
When sometimes,
I wonder I am,
Alone.