You and me
We are like opposite poles.
I don’t know how we managed this.
1 week without a fight.
In 21 weeks.
You think that this world
with the give and take principle.
But sometimes I sneak in
from the lockset of the door
I see how you pretend
that these walls
are nothing but an asset of yours.
These boundaries are nothing
but your coping skills
to induce happiness in a soar sunken world.
I see how feeble your ‘give and take’ is
When you maffle blanket on a liquid nitrogen cold body
of a drunk man slept by the roadside.
I see how brittle your ‘business world’ is
when you wipe the tears off the face of an orphan
who doesn’t know what to call his ‘home’
without courage of his dad and smile of her mom anymore.
I observe that your human comes out like a
superhero who does not want credit for
making the world a better place.
More than your eyes, or face or the dress you wear
what appeals me is your ambition and the dream
to show this world that love is the only weapon in defence and attack
that will just save the hurt one day.
You know I day dream like a madman!
How beautiful a wife and a mom you would be
And I will rise and work hard everyday to invest in your smile
to deserve that place beside you…
So I love you.
I love you even more every passing second
and my affection grows faster than a greased lighting.
Don’t you ever think that you are running out of time…
I am always here. Waiting for your realization.
And I well understand that
one massive difference between love and time is
That love waits even when time can not…
So you don’t have
or an year
or a decade
Baby, to be by my side…
You have a lifetime…
But the thing is
We are all petrified.
Its a test and no one wants to walk through the fire.
It dawns on us. Flattens us.
To give someone the key to our heart again.
But it is worth a chance.
Life is itself a chance, my love.
I know how the sky breaks apart and the soar sunken world heads into the sea.
What is worse than a breaking heart when you know it…
Sometimes, all of us are unaware
that we are waiting for the things that are never going to happen
and sometimes we know it right in our bones.
We wait for people who are never coming back.
We still wait don’t we?
The person who has decided to go…
Only sees that door.
Not the person behind.
But we wait.
We still wait.
Until we don’t.
I understand that you have been there.
I have been there too.
The place where you wish that the death may take us.
You hate now don’t you?
The voice of shutting doors. I do too.
I know that there is nothing that I will say
make you believe that I am the one.
But the best thing that I have learnt from life
is that the most wonderful things happen
When you put your faith in people 🙂
When you lend them a hand they never expected
When you give them a chance they never got.
And most of all, I know you.
You are beautiful.
And you are brave.
This time I hope,
You walk through the fire
just one more time.
This time for me.
I’ll walk with you and
I promise my love,
Every second when you are in there…
My hands will be under your feet.
I come back home,
turn the lights on.
Turn them off.
I remember now.
Dark was our favorite color.
What else could serve
more gratitude for light?
Whatever missed our sight,
May need insight.
I sit at the same place,
I know the exact coordinates.
Once again I am
5 feet away,
from the front door.
trying to console you,
from the very same distance.
I start talking me, silly.
Trying to make a joke work,
like investing in your smile
that I seldom try to shirk.
But as my heart leaps forward
to paint our dreams in a graffiti,
pops my bubble the desperate reality
Ah! What a calamity…!
As long as I pandiculate
now in this half wake…
I realize – all these beautiful things…
the roses on the table,
the distance i crave to cross,
are no real but fable,
a mirage, a mere gloss.
but my own loss.
So I dwindle in subconscious,
What’s the point of staying here?
Should I too be leaving?
Hence, I fall from oblivion,
to wake up at your door.
I slept here all night,
longing for my home…
To come back home…
Because in all the beginnings and all the ends
There is one thing you can always do.
It is to love like your hear doesn’t break 🙂
Happy new year guys!!
She has accompanied me for so many journeys
And I was lucky!
That I observed
The glittering smile on her face as she kisses the mug of coffee
Her eyes deep as an ocean…
that traveled for refinement
Her expressions like a comet…
finding its own way while she reads her favourite novel 🙂
I was lucky!
That I was a part of
Her vintage collections
Her awkward mentions
Her old love letters
Her heart sections…
Time teleports when I am with her.
It splits like a tiny drop of water
that scatters on a hot pan in summers!
I was lucky!
I was around her
When she rediscovered smiles in people that passed away ages ago…
When she touched the nose of the slum child with tenderness
And they both seemed to laugh infinities!
in front of all gigantic queries of life…
But sometimes she has to desert
She needs time and is unfamiliar to the fact that
It is the only thing that destiny devoid me of…
The only thing that starts to engulf me with madness till my very end
that one day we are going to be Apart…
I was lucky!
that I met a miracle like you,
Who taught me that magic invents its existence in simplicity… 🙂
But at some turns…
I am meshed with unfortunate coils of fate!
When our ways are to go their own way…
I miss you
Like the shore waiting for the waves to come back
Like the rain craving for the rainbow
Like the stars ‘ shine call ‘ their moon to come back!!
how these words might remained unsaid
And you continue to
Now that I am reading you,
Allowing your soul slip quietly into mine,
I feel as if I have found all my poetry
All the metaphors,
Each neuron of my mind
Each corner of my heart
I want to unwind you… a little more
Find you a little more
All the things that stretch a curve at your face 🙂
All the things that let your head down 😦
All your frowns,
And I question you secretly “Where were you!?”
Believe me love,
I would think a thousand time
before leaving you,
I just know that
We are going to bear the story all together
And that is all my world!
Just remember darling,
Some people are not scars…
They meet you just like the stars
They won’t fade till you cry out of your smile,
With wounds when you can’t stand, they travel along side
Give me all your tears and I shall fill all the gaps between your fingers.
Let me rain on you today…
Let the reader write for once…
may be just may be
You come to know that
some writings are just too adamant to dwindle with time
Some people are just too humane to abandon a book like you… 🙂
And though there have been some distances,
And I know those days are never going to come back,
Where we would talk about endless things
And clock on that wall could just read our faces and let the time pass to infinity.
May be you moved on!
But its always been about your smile!
My heart is in pieces, broken to a thousand times.
Walk over it,
let my blood be spilled on to every memory i wrote about us
Let the wrenching pain engulf me in its darkness!
If not with me, then someone else…
You will smile…
You will smile…
And with all that is left within…
You try to whiff at the silent coals, my love.
Yes, they might light up!
But not your world again
Not your world again.
So listen to the ashes now,
And dear heart,
My life was a rough story
Lying on the dusted bench of destiny
And many pages are stained with pain
Don’t open the script randomly,
wounds might make you hear your heartbeats in every nerve
I don’t know on which page am I writing
But today when I look back and forth…
I feel like I am in the middle of a beautiful time
When I thought that fate
was just too late
to answer my prayers…
It sent you people 🙂
And you gave me the biggest thing
One needs to have a noble story!
You gave me REALIZATION…
You told me that my story is worth a book.
You went beyond covers
To see what lied in my cob-webbed heart
I was a green leaf
And you were the morning dew.
You landed from heaven so gently in my life
That all that world could stare at
was eternal beauty!
You could leave me in the haze of climax
But you didn’t
And it is the journey with you people
that has bestowed me the greatest memories
I wish that my story ends
with a tag you have gifted me in every chapter
The tag of .FOREVER…
Just keep me as a Diamond in your crown
when it is the time of sheer joy in your life
You people are music to the notes of my violin
Metaphors to my poetry…
And A LIFE TO MY LIFE…
Keep loving and living
You are real HUMANS
HAPPY FRIENDSHIP DAY 🙂