My God Was Right There…

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Lights
People
Ecstasy
Wishing to roam around the world…
The chase always seemed alluring.

Committed to happenings,
I craved my days to melt down
as
Storms all over me write poetry when I fly
Life run at such pace, death shall be haunted to spy
Euphoria shriek out of my ashes when I die
For I may embrace the ground and unravel the sky

I never wished to settle
until my breath created the background music
And ear drums serve as the playground for heartbeats.

And she was the just the very opposite!

Complete in spirit in the same four walls
She never had such a desire.
Happiness flowered inside her and
She had this talent of survival.
I never understood how was she managed
to make a life between a society with
Blurred sentiments!
Twisted mentalities!
Poisoned tongues!

and when the same storm pierced the pages
I knew that one yellow leaf left long inside my book of life.

I knew the
Same beautiful soul,
Same door,
Same person.

I don’t know  how she always accepted me.
She could ask ” Why did I come back?”

But instead she said “It’s home where you turn at last”

And that very moment…

I knew my God was right there in front of my eyes 🙂

 

To be broken!

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Darling

It can not always stay as good as you want…
This is life!

This will make and break you so many times.
That you will doubt!
if you have left any bit of yourself in you.

I know how many times you go in the blacks,
You weep out all the darkness that makes home in you and
you come out like nothing even bothered your shadow!

But listen my love,

You can be yourself to me…
You don’t need to hide your tears or fake smiles

I’ll stand by you in the times you think that your own soul is leaving you…
Don’t be afraid of the ways you choose to survive
we all have the similar moments
and sometimes…
it is okay to be broken.

I was lost to be found (part -2)

Recap (part – 1)

https://pristineshadow.wordpress.com/2015/04/10/i-was-lost-to-be-found-part-1/

Part -2 

The first thought that started to tramp around my mind was “Home’ I wanna Go back Home”. But I controlled myself that this strategy, The strategy of **’Crying alone in an unknown sphere’** is not gonna get me out of here.
This world was freaking me out! and this was not the only trouble. My introvert nature never allowed me to talk much in my own world, and here… all I could see was strange creatures, and I was figuring a way to somehow manage to talk to them, know where I am, How… and if someone knows possibly… why!!!

Alas! It wasn’t at all easy for me and so I decided to just move, see the buildings, read the signs and watch the vehicles in a hope that would learn to adapt. The faces were curious, they all were slim and they wore jeans, shorts and shirts like the fashion in our world. Even this small observation that was similar to my world lead to thank God! As my eyes were rolling down from face to legs, I noticed a very unusual thing! this was something everyone would be afraid of! The legs did not match the hands. This was completely uncertain. Suddenly, I heard a loud peep and a streamlined figure was giving a horn…it was reaching rapidly towards me, I hence, jumped on the footpath. the driver said ” Don’t stand in the middle of the road!” And this was a good sign 🙂 I came to know that countrymen know some English! :-D. The vehicles were streamlined , so much that they could pierce a pin! The planet was so clean that even a microscope had to investigate to find dust or a mark.

As I rambled further, I heard the voice of footsteps, it was increasing… I turned behind, and saw someone running behind me. He too had those different legs… I ran shrieking across the streets, the creatures were watching me with total black gigantic eyes! I had a good stamina and speed but I realized soon that they were faster! He jumped at me. With a thud, I fell on ground. Oh my god! In me, Adrenaline was rushing, I was radiating heat and he! He didn’t even get his nerves pinched! Just the normal fresh breath. I was trembling! He lend a hand and pulled me up. He asked if I am alright… I didn’t reply. As I just thought to run again, He held my hand and told me that he is a friend and will not hurt. I stopped and brushed off my clothes. Oops! I laughed at myself! I forgot There is no dust on this planet! I was missing earth! Its dirt, Its dust and probably everything… Interrupting my connection from this deep nostalgia he asked, ” Are you ready to go ? ”
Me ” Where”
He said ” I am ordered to to take you to to the monk.
I had no plan or idea and I was tired, I agreed with him.
He took me on his back! and ran like we run when a dog is following us at his rocket speed!
I sat back tight till we reached. I saw the building, he drove me at. It was built with decency! So simple and beautiful. It was my born trait! I think a lot!! In seconds, we both entered and I saw a monk meditating, He was a bit human in the sense that his arms matched with his feet. It was good too see a physical human! It gave me some strength to stay.
He opened his eyes and said –
” Welcome son. This is the ‘World of Cyborgs’ 
I was stunned! I read about them in my world. They were not reality but thought to be in the future.
The monk continued ” Most of the people you see around are too cyborg. They will not hurt you. Moreover, They want peace;
Bloom, give him the script” He gazed at me again with the sense of simplicity seeping through his eyes and said with a touch of grace – ” Son, You have to do this, and I believe U can! “ He smiled and stood up.
I didn’t know how to react. world stopped for me, but the words he said somehow inspired…
As I rose again with questions and went out to ask him something, he was not there. He had left.
I asked bloom if I could meet the monk again…He said that No one on this planet knows where the monks live. It was his good luck! that he could meet one.
I opened the script.
Big highlighted words spoke themselves…

*THE RULES OF PLAZER FOR FOREIGN MEMBERS*

  1. Everything in this world, might not move, but can speak. The things will only react when they would be used in a manner they are not made to… like, a stone is to make buildings and jewelery, not to be thrown at some one. If one will do this, the stone would instead hit himself!
  2. Plumeria, which is believed to be poisnous flower on many planets, is the sweetest flower of plazer, It never lies.

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3. You are here for love and peace.

    4. As you are from another planet, you will only leave this planet and get back to your world, if you saw your Identical…

   5.  It doesn’t matter, to which planet do you belong. When you will get back, you will only be One day ahead…

These were the rules written on the script, they were less in number, but much more in meaning.
At least I came to know that one of my two purposes was to bring peace and love on this planet.
I also found a way to get back to my planet.

But the script left me with more questions…
What is the complication ? for that I had to bring peace…
Will every rule come into play?
Why do I matter so much to this world?
How soon will I see my home!! 😦 I miss it a lot.

Read in in Final Part – (3)

To be continued…