Living to die

Most of the people exist…
The world is not that horrible place. But for these people, it is ..
It is terrible.
They are afraid of the spontaneous nature of life. Surprises backs them into the corner
But this is not the way this present must be held…
No people.
You are not living.
You are just cutting down days on the calendar.
You don’t wanna swirl around the winds or dance in the rain…
Why are you so dead to hear life!
Lemme tell you one thing
If you are not living your passion, you are merely living!
Go out and see…
There are those who can not afford the life you have,
Millions are dying to live…
And this is unbelievable
That you are living to die!

I was lost to be found…(Part 1)

Yesterday i was going across the central park, i was jogging and breathing heavily… the lactic acid blocked the metabolism, but leaving the biology stuff behind, i was running, i was unable to feel my legs, the indignation i was having inside me was not letting me stop… i was running and till i came down to my knees in the park, i came to know that i had completed 13 rounds, i usually came everyday to jog 5 rounds. This was my limit… i couldn’t sprint more than that! I fell down on the ground…

  It was 4.30

And soon the tears i shed like a little kid mingled in the dew and sweat. I pulled myself up and it was not only against the ground…suddenly a flash light penetrated into my eye. I took two steps aside and there was no light, nothing! I again came to the same place, taking back two steps…

And again, that same light. I wiped the tears and then i just wanted to see the source, from where this light was coming… i moved in that particular path… the intensity increased as i moved towards the source and this was quite maddening but still the curiosity pulled me closer and closer, it was a red book, lying on the bench, i couldn’t see it completely, what was written on its cover, all i could see in that was some words written on one of the page, they were shining! My heart was pounding at fever pitch!

They were

                            “The world needs you”

As i touched the words, something queer happened…I was guzzled into the book. I didn’t even get the time to be wonder struck, or shriek out!

In the dream, I was told, by a white serenity, innocent face with an angelic smile that I had a purpose, in fact two…

As i woke up from a deep slumber, i discovered myself on the footsteps of a strange building,

I perceived the scenario like if I was dropped from sky, then i remembered i seriously was a kind of…

I just stood up, and the steps spoke ” Hello dear, how are you”… It was so so haunting! like you came somewhere you never have been, and What the hell! now even steps talk!!! I fell down from the steps, i reached the floor with my enlarged pupils! I was trembling and suddenly the floor asked – “are you fine!” I was stuck in this strange horrible place. I looked around and found creatures to be talking with non living things and with each other…

Would I get to know my two purposes???

Would I understand this world???

Would i make a win through this fuss…

Read in the next part.

To be continued…