Imperfect

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On most days,
Real and perfect seem to me as opposite sides of a coin.

Baby, I try to give you all of me.
Blood and sweat.
Roses and sunny days…
But sometimes,
My scars get the better of me than the constant desire to be perfect.

Today that I have hurt you,
I want you to know some snippets of my sadness.

It is hard for me to forget people.
They are not things.
They have hearts.
And sometimes when they leave me like things.
I doubt what I feel about people.
I try to convince myself that it may be my fault…
I close my eyes sometimes.
And sometimes I look in mirrors to find that loophole
which made me just like something loaded by mistake in their life.
Either way,
It is hard to let go of them.

But it is even harder to forget the girl who is always there for me.

My love,
Sometimes I have days without light.
I don’t know when the sun comes out.
I don’t know what to feel on those days.

But since you have been here now,
I don’t mind the darkness. 

It may make some days to pass by like calendar dates
but I will never ask you to fit in, in this world of mine.
I won’t ask you to complete me.
I know two unfit pieces don’t make a puzzle.
But as long as we are in the same puzzle box…
I am okay with it.
But baby,
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.
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Are you okay with it?

Tonight, the haze is draping around my neck
and it is getting tighter with each question.

I accept you for every thing that you are.
And i accept you in worlds where we don’t belong.

But
Do you accept me for who I am?
Do you accept me
when I am

Imperfect?

 

Before the time steals…

Your pen is bleeding with the words you are afraid to vocal to her.

I have seen you praying for her at times she thinks that she can not even crawl close to the life she hopes…
I have observed you wishing for her more than life in moments you cover your head with headphones and your heart with lyrics of your favorite song. 😦

And now as i have heard that a body radiates what it is full of…
You are full of love for her and the radiation of your love has somehow opened the gates of her heart that once thought that it would never be accepted by anyone. She has fallen in love with you.

No! No my friend, Don’t run away from commitments! You will never get someone like her again.
She is utterly beautiful at heart. Everything about her is just too humane that deserves love and a man who is ready to fight for the scars she carries.

You are not doing this harm to her, but more to yourself… Because I know one thing for sure…
People die! In search of mutual feelings. They die in the hope that someday they will meet someone who is just perfect for the match of their frequency. Love is what she has taught to all us friends. Don’t be a rock! Man you have a heart.

Not much time is left, She is slipping out from your hands and time will carry her again to a new place. She is leaving the country today. Go man! When you love her, Don’t be scared of any commitment. The love is leaking through her eyes… When you have come this far, Why not you give this story an ending what it deserves.

Go man! This time,Its not the diary that wants to listen to you. Its her. Leave the diary and go catch her. She feels the same for you too.

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Let the phenomenons crash! and the fears suffer in trash!

Hold her tight and kiss her.
Tell her…how worthy she is.
What she means to you…
What metaphors she add to the lines you write
What reality she bestows to the poet in you 

Make her realize that she is someone, God sent to be loved!
Go! before time steals her from you. 🙂
-Sankalp
(Extempore)

3 important songs in my life and Why???

No.3

Hold you up by Shane Harper (God’s not dead)

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Not from a very much voted movie ‘God’s not dead’, but i loved the meaning of the song… the lyrics are quite enchanting and godly. Here is one para –

” The world is so broken and sometimes it leaves you cold.
And at times you can’t feel the fire to guide you home.
The demons will haunt you and try to steal what you know.
But the angels, they brought you, and they’re gonna hold you up.
They’re gonna hold you up.
They’re gonna hold you up.
They’re gonna hold you up.”

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I think this is the song that always makes me realize that i am not alone. God treads along my way, inside me. Shane harper sung it with the dip of feelings. I do believe that when a song has both meaning and feelings… it eventually will make it to the top. Well its not about the voting, but some times about your choice and your opinion too. So, i loved the movie too.

So friends i advise you to give it once a chance, lend your ears to it.

No. 2

Never say never – Justin Bieber ( The Karate kid)

Great song, great movie… One of the songs when Justin started his performances as a professional. This song is one of the most inspirational songs i have ever listened to. I mean the voice modulation, the lyrics, the whole song…
Here are some lines from it.

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“See I never thought that I could walk through fire
I never thought that I could take the burn
I never had the strength to take it higher
Until I reached the point of no return

And there’s just no turning back
When your heart’s under attack
Gonna give everything I have
It’s my destiny

I will never say never! (I will fight)
I will fight till forever! (make it right)
Whenever you knock me down
I will not stay on the ground
Pick it up
Pick it up
Pick it up
Pick it up up up
And never say never”

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Every person, in his life go through deep pits of frustration and sometimes scars too. This song forever reminds me that i do not have to quit. I have to live it up to the moment. I can do it, I can. And that’s the reason why this song holds position no.2 in my life.

No. 1

A Thousand Years by Christina Perri

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What to say about this song! I mean it is the best song in the world of romance! it takes you somewhere, where the memories of your loved one lingers and all you can see around is love… just love.

I know most of you people have heard it before 🙂 still here are some lines to relive its lyrics…

“Heart beats fast
Colors and promises
How to be brave?
How can I love when I’m afraid to fall?
But watching you stand alone,
All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow.

One step closer

[Chorus:]
I have died every day waiting for you
Darling, don’t be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I’ll love you for a thousand more”

I mean if i did not had to keep this short, i would have posted the whole song!
I can write all kinds of stuff.

But my focus is mainly on these 3 – ‘Inspiration, philosophy and above all – Love’
Because love is something every one can feel, and if someone can’t, he wishes to.
This song has described the love and pain with so much beauty that it will leave you spell bound!

This has always given me new meanings and redefined still the same – Love!
A love that can stay against the tides of time… years, thousand years, and thousand more… 🙂
And if you find out new good things from a single song every time you hear it, it doesn’t only prove that you are a great listener and a thoughtful person, it also prove that the song has the quality to make you so.

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The song leads me to go deeper in the phenomena of ‘ romantics ‘ and to write about the profound love writing has ever tasted!
This is why it stays at the top…

Listen to it once, because it only need once your ears to make you its own.

Have a good day friends… keep smiling! 🙂

Live up, Don’t give up

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Sometimes so alone we are,
Deep down in our wounds and scars,
We forget completely we have to live,
We are like long kept empty jars…

We are hammered hard and badly!
Unable to see any of the chance…
to stand up and fight again,
Thinking – In these hurricanes how will I dance!

But that is life my people,
We fall to rise and rise to live,
To fall, to learn, to try,
To not give up is life!

Let us not be those jars again!
Not the broken died stars again…
We are to be broken million times,
But feel the zeal for life again.

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Live up, Don’t give up!