Now that I am reading you…

 

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Now that I am reading you,
Allowing your soul slip quietly into mine,

I feel as if I have found all my poetry
All the metaphors,
Every word,
Each neuron of my mind
Each corner of my heart

I want to unwind you… a little more
Find you a little more
All the things that stretch a curve at your face 🙂
All the things that let your head down 😦
All your frowns,
Your flaws,
Your tragedies
Your suspense

You… 

And I question you secretly “Where were you!?”

Believe me love,
I would think a thousand time
before leaving you,
Deceiving you!
I just know that
We are going to bear the story all together
And that is all my world!

Just remember darling,
Some people are not scars…
They meet you just like the stars
They won’t fade till you cry out of your smile,
With wounds when you can’t stand, they travel along side

Give me all your tears and I shall fill all the gaps between your fingers.
Let me rain on you today…

Let the reader write for once…
may be just may be
You come to know that
some writings are just too adamant to dwindle with time
Some people are just too humane to abandon a book like you… 🙂

You will smile…

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And though there have been some distances,
And I know those days are never going to come back,
Where we would talk about endless things
And clock on that wall could just read our faces and let the time pass to infinity.

May be you moved on!
But its always been about your smile!
My heart is in pieces, broken to a thousand times.

Walk over it,
let my blood be spilled on to every memory i wrote about us
Let the wrenching pain engulf me in its darkness!

But promise…
If not with me, then someone else…
You will smile…
You will smile…

To be broken!

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Darling

It can not always stay as good as you want…
This is life!

This will make and break you so many times.
That you will doubt!
if you have left any bit of yourself in you.

I know how many times you go in the blacks,
You weep out all the darkness that makes home in you and
you come out like nothing even bothered your shadow!

But listen my love,

You can be yourself to me…
You don’t need to hide your tears or fake smiles

I’ll stand by you in the times you think that your own soul is leaving you…
Don’t be afraid of the ways you choose to survive
we all have the similar moments
and sometimes…
it is okay to be broken.

Meeting you…

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I am trying hard to find a reason why do I love,
I don’t know the exact logic
why she is the one I not only look at… But look in!

She was like this one rose of hope in the dead garden
Being with her, I always felt like being the part of a novel!

Everything was so moving about her…
The tender touch on the children’s nose
The grace with which she shared moments with the moonlight.

And she knows very well that
The best way to save your heart from being broken,
Is to pretend like you don’t have one!

I love you for the way you choose to live…
You are too natural to act.
Too beautiful! every time you pick up your broken parts and try to start

I have lived several lives,
Have been with thousands of names…
But I don’t know why taking your name… gives me peace a nights
I don’t know why I love this smile on your face,
Why my soul is restless in your pain
And all of above… I believe I am fateful!

Because I met you… 🙂

Planting lilies in hell!

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She was a map,

One could find when he give up hopes on unknown islands of life…

In the dark times and silent nights,

She was a home to the lost birds…

She was something you can never know the science behind…

In the ailing world,

Where most of the people are good to others for motive,

She was someone you could openly show your weakness, your wounds, your strengths,  

and she would still be loyal for nothing but a smile in return!

I don’t know how is she able to survive this ‘ Goodness Mutation ‘ in her bones!

But I tell you one thing for sure,

She was a girl who carried eternal love in her blood

And at times, it was all hell…

But she never stopped planting lilies in there…

Why eyes speak so much!!!

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Deep inside his soul,
In the rain of coals
A mushing made his heart divert,
as what if demons in him, did hurt.

Engulf her innocence,
that she carries within
What if the little poison of his love
Took to the periphery a savage spin!

He saw outside the falling leaf,
And Insecurity crawled under his sleeve

Deciding in the flying moments,
Said he to her beloved,
That he is not in love anymore,
She has become the one he loved!

He drew on himself,
A layer of ‘Love dissipation’
And he tried to speak the words so rude
All she could let into ears was – Anger and Frustration!

But soon

Knowing that he was going to break,
He turned out to go out for her sake
But as he went by her she saw,
Under his mask – A natural flaw…

Under the mask,
His eyes said it all,
She came to know
that he still loves her
Gave her a message,
A look so small!

The weeping beloved in heart and brain
Thought for a second and traveled a mile,
That was when her down curved face,
Reshaped into a hopeful smile!

And that day she understood…
Why eyes speak so much…
Why eyes speak so much!!!

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Unlock your mind

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Why would a writer mind,
To unlock And express his mind…

Every smile, his progress a mile,
Or all the nights, he cries and dies

Just the smoke, he sees his victory behind,
Is if what he feels, to the ink can he bind…

And if he can explore the exact universe that he carries within,
The world of hearts, with a pen can he win!

But it costs a brain!

It pays devotion of a pristine heart.

It takes a real writer to print down the exact state of his senses … 

Live every part…

I have seen people talking in old days like –

‘This is the time, God should just call me to himself…’

They hate to reach the age of second childhood and loose pants!

I don’t know if i am gonna suffer in those days of my life.

But this has never been my theory…

I want to live on my words

‘I want to listen what pain has to say

With every happiness i wanna sway,

I am just a lucky source to this journey,

Let this life proceed its way…’

And i want to make you friends and readers think for once…

That, whole life,

we try to make children smile,

And when we’ll get old,

We’ll have to make no amendments to make them smile and laugh…

even our little stupidities would do the job!

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Aim is still the same, but it needs a genius to understand the flow of life towards it…

So, don’t sneeze out any part of life,

Be that genius,

Be thankful… 🙂