Everything Feels Worth It

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At times,
Heat of the cruel world burnt him so fiercely
that he felt he has become one of those old deteriorated things kept in the store room… beyond repair!

The fire soaked up his dreams.
Dry eyes… tired of trying to teach the same lesson of kindness
over and over again every single time with a vision that someday
people will understand… They are not the only ones having the ‘rough day’

Overwhelmed with madness and intervened with experiences
that leave scars as life gets scraped with tragedies,
He became a fusion of anger and disappointment,
The fusion that is harder to imagine and even harder to take.

The world tore him apart
like those pages you once keep in corner of a drawer
and tear them up questioning yourself if they were ever a necessary.

The dark side, exposed to the heat,
often came out… making him labelled as ‘Insane’

But for good and bad
THINGS CHANGE

Life is never the opinion of an eighth standard school boy.
It is like those questions of calculus where surprises wait for you at every step.

He met her one day.
The day melted into night differently that day!

She saw him tracing out his pain in ways a beautiful heart would never do.
Yet she danced with his demons!
She became the reader of feelings rather than words.
Somehow with time, it became a question to him how she could listen to the unsaid.
Rather than extending a bow of frown,
She managed o stretch a smile…
An innocent one indeed 🙂

At the end of the day,
He just had questions in those starry eyes

“Why after all this time…everything feels worth it?”

 

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My God Was Right There…

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Lights
People
Ecstasy
Wishing to roam around the world…
The chase always seemed alluring.

Committed to happenings,
I craved my days to melt down
as
Storms all over me write poetry when I fly
Life run at such pace, death shall be haunted to spy
Euphoria shriek out of my ashes when I die
For I may embrace the ground and unravel the sky

I never wished to settle
until my breath created the background music
And ear drums serve as the playground for heartbeats.

And she was the just the very opposite!

Complete in spirit in the same four walls
She never had such a desire.
Happiness flowered inside her and
She had this talent of survival.
I never understood how was she managed
to make a life between a society with
Blurred sentiments!
Twisted mentalities!
Poisoned tongues!

and when the same storm pierced the pages
I knew that one yellow leaf left long inside my book of life.

I knew the
Same beautiful soul,
Same door,
Same person.

I don’t know  how she always accepted me.
She could ask ” Why did I come back?”

But instead she said “It’s home where you turn at last”

And that very moment…

I knew my God was right there in front of my eyes 🙂

 

Now that I am reading you…

 

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Now that I am reading you,
Allowing your soul slip quietly into mine,

I feel as if I have found all my poetry
All the metaphors,
Every word,
Each neuron of my mind
Each corner of my heart

I want to unwind you… a little more
Find you a little more
All the things that stretch a curve at your face 🙂
All the things that let your head down 😦
All your frowns,
Your flaws,
Your tragedies
Your suspense

You… 

And I question you secretly “Where were you!?”

Believe me love,
I would think a thousand time
before leaving you,
Deceiving you!
I just know that
We are going to bear the story all together
And that is all my world!

Just remember darling,
Some people are not scars…
They meet you just like the stars
They won’t fade till you cry out of your smile,
With wounds when you can’t stand, they travel along side

Give me all your tears and I shall fill all the gaps between your fingers.
Let me rain on you today…

Let the reader write for once…
may be just may be
You come to know that
some writings are just too adamant to dwindle with time
Some people are just too humane to abandon a book like you… 🙂

Its too late…

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Even if you were a genius,
your caliber would be just short to understand her.

She is messy and loving
vulnerable and raw
The only one of her kind.

You endeavour to mould her to more ‘Beautiful’
She keeps her own piece of soul aside
just to make sure that you find solace in all that she could afford.

But finally, when your judgments became a hanging knife over her neck
She quits…
She slips away like dust from your fingers.
Not hurting you even a little.

And now you wake up!
Her absence makes her more lovable
You miss her
You think to yourself that may be you overlooked how gorgeous she was in her own world!
She was one more dimension to the concept of love!
But now its too late…
Its too late!

Spark never led to fire!

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People will always keep on asking you
Why do you constantly love the same person?

When you have reasons to move on
And answers to all the dilemmas
Why do you still make the choices that fall back upon you!
Why do you allow the pain to back you into the corner…

The truth is that love can be felt by all
But doing is what takes everything to hold till it really ends…

Because its only you…
Who can see that spark
That you and the other soul
can still dance in the same frequencies…
Make the melody be knocking at heart

Because were are the one who actually felt that magic!
You were the one who actually felt those nerves!

World might suggest you and leave
But story will always ask…
World was not in love…
But you were!

So did you complete writing the last line of the book?
Or the spark never led to fire!
-Sankalp

Rainbows are coming your way…

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You… Me….we all can love!
But even a medicine is drug when taken in excess.
Why such a burden in the second line? Thinking the same???
Because its damn true.
We all have lost our dignity and self esteem in loving someone out of the way!
This is true that we ‘want’ someone to sit and listen to us in all dark times but never add things to your ‘Dependent factors’
Make sure you don’t ‘need’ someone…
Be out of your cage
People may throw letters to make words you will not find in dictionaries.
But we all are different.
Don’t let their comments pierce your feathers
We all are unique!
But still…may be
Just may be,
One of those people who give you hard time, will understand you, love you. A love at every decision, every sight. A love that will not care what the world barks when lovers are together.
The day you will be yourself,
You may not find you what you want,
But surely…
What you deserve
And if you do right things at right time,
Further blocks will be perfectly placed on the block.
You will reap what you had sown!

Be the fearless light or the independent rain…
And don’t wait…be on your path,
Rainbows are coming your way 🙂

Erase the boundaries…

Dave and Marry were roaming in the school garden.
While they were having a chat about blood, money and world wars,
Dave accidentally got his attention towards the swarm of ants.

So, his vision both physically and mentally got divided towards the tiny ‘Men in action!’
He saw that each one of them was carrying pieces of their food and the row was too long…

Watching his eyes diverging to other side,
Marry asked him…
“Hey! are you even listening?
I am talking about the historic story of Belgium?

Seriously! You are looking at the ants!!
Do you think its important than Belgium??

No… actually I read this fact about them yesterday… that they don’t sleep

What! Ants don’t sleep? asked marry impulsively to hear the fact again

“Yeah” said Dave with a broad smile on his face
He continued, Marry you know sometimes I think we have 249 countries but think about them (Pointing at the members of swarm) they are so small that they would have like… 1 million countries!
Just think this is only a ground for us,
But for them… It would be a Country 😀 ”

(Dave’s expressions proved his exuberance! He sat down beside the ants and gave their hard work a close look.)

Marry thinking about the ants; smiled,Went to Dave,
Placed a hand on his shoulder and said

” Dave, these continents, countries, states… Boundaries
We have created this all.
And you can suppose, that

As many divisions we create,
As much hate lies in our hearts!

Dave with his innocent eyes looked back
Marry continued
They work with those tiny hands,
  Never sleep,
  They have no Gods but they worship the hearts of their race 
  They never allow ego to shallow their characters…
  They take bath in the same sea
  Eat on the same table 
 And they don’t have boundaries… They have ONE WORLD 🙂
I wish that our world would be the same one day…
Where passing smiles will be the job for all
Yeah, we will sleep… (They smiled looking at each other)
But we will never be that tired…
Because,

Only the work we hate…makes us tiresome!

How beautiful would be the day we all will be one…
It won’t matter how tiny we would be in this immense universe

Dave asked ” Oh my God! You got that out of ants?
You Miss Genius! ”

Dave started tickling her in the stomach… The 5th graders ran away leaving all of us with a great message 🙂

Light up your world!

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My Love…
On some days you will feel like carrying hells upon your head
Black holes! Immense heaviness of dark! on your back
Your trust will be on the edge…
Demons will try to fade you away
World will count you in the broken… brutally damaged goods!
They will use and throw you like anything…

But remember
You do not need anyone to complete you.
You just need someone to tell you…
that you are complete.
You don’t need someone else’s light
You need someone to drag you into the light that lies in you… no one… just you!!

And you need to know this darling…
Rare good hearts still lie in the lap of honesty.
And they really want you to smile 🙂

They just look too tiny in between the selfishness of humanity!
But just notice…
Look around you
May be you find them in the lines you read…
And I promise, once you find them
You go through a phenomenal change!
They will tell you that you are perfect in your imperfections
Make you feel complete in yourself
They will remove the dirt over your trust
And most of all…
They will light up your world! 🙂